Tyler's birthday is in less than a month and I still am not sure how to feel about it. Part of me wants to celebrate his life, the other part wants to lock myself in my bedroom and turn off my phone. I'm just not even sure what to say at this point. I feel like I've come such a long way, yet the pain is always lingering (which I know it always will). If you all could say a little prayer for my friend, Carrie, on Sunday it would be much appreciated. It's her angel, Kailee's, first birthday (yes, we both had holiday babies last year!) and I know it will be so hard on her and her husband.
Do you guys remember back in MAY, I took the little teddy bear to a seamstress to have them put a pouch and zipper in the back so I could put Tyler's urn in it? They FINALLY finished it and I got to pick it up yesterday! And this time, the urn actually fits! I have to say, if I had known it would take 5 months, I would have either done it myself or taken it elsewhere. As disappointing it was to wait that long, I'm glad I have it and it's the way it's supposed to be. I put the bear's little sweater back on (it says "Tyler's Teddy" - so cute!) and you can't even see the zipper :)
Tyler's birthday is in less than a month and I still am not sure how to feel about it. Part of me wants to celebrate his life, the other part wants to lock myself in my bedroom and turn off my phone. I'm just not even sure what to say at this point. I feel like I've come such a long way, yet the pain is always lingering (which I know it always will). If you all could say a little prayer for my friend, Carrie, on Sunday it would be much appreciated. It's her angel, Kailee's, first birthday (yes, we both had holiday babies last year!) and I know it will be so hard on her and her husband.
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Jeanette
10/28/2010 02:45:55 am
I'd love to see Tyler's bear! Glad you got it exactly how you wanted it!
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Carrie
10/29/2010 01:54:09 am
You're very, very sweet. :-)
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Jenessa
11/3/2010 08:39:16 am
I would love to see Tylers teddy bear too. Love you and am thinkin about you and your family this month and always ....xoxo Jenessa
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Stephanie
11/3/2010 10:56:06 am
Hey Cuz!
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