...pig in fresh poo, over here. It took a few weeks, but I've been feeling really good lately. I'm sure it's because I'm busy and don't have time to dwell. My little sewing business has been doing well (Sew KuTe Concepts, if you didn't already know) so I've been sewing up a storm. Mostly baby/toddler dresses, and I'm having a blast doing it! Between taking care of Baby Bear, cleaning, sewing, trying to keep my flowers alive in this drought and having a social life...I don't have a whole lot of down time. The only complaint I have is that I'd like some more me time. I'm going to try getting up super early to be able to spend some time with Jim in the morning and have a little quiet time. I hope it will be good for me to be able to reflect and get ready for the day. I'll probably have more time to blog, too. Bonus! Right now, I wake up with Keira so right into mommy mode. Then I'm with her all day until Jim gets home, then it's mommy AND wife mode. When she goes to bed, I stay in wife mode until we go to bed. The only me time I get is during naps and that time is usually spent cleaning or sewing. The sewing days are nice :) I hope, I hope, I hope that this works out the way I'm thinking it will. It will be especially nice in the winter so I can run on the treadmill while K is still asleep. Ugh, I'm so not a morning person. Someone else is, though...
I'm blogging in hopes of reaching out to other parents who have to face the most heartbreaking experience in life.