Sucked. That's pretty much all I have to say about it. I want to make an Easter basket for Tyler and take pictures of him with Easter eggs and I can't. I love to write him letters telling him how I feel. I feel like he's the only one I can be 100% honest with because I don't have to worry about what he thinks of what I'm saying or worry about how MY feelings will affect HIS feelings...I can just tell him how much it sucks that he's not here and how hard it is to live everyday without him. But I also tell him how much he's loved and how many lives he's touched. How beautiful he is and how hard it was to let him go. But he's my angel and he's ALWAYS with me. I just want to be his mommy HERE...not just in my heart.
I'm blogging in hopes of reaching out to other parents who have to face the most heartbreaking experience in life.