I'm proud to announce that my good days are starting to outweigh the bad ones. My good days aren't great, usually just 'okay', but they come more often. It's starting to sink in a little more, too. I know that I'm still in shock and haven't fully processed everything yet. I don't have the 'numb' feeling I had before and it would be really nice to have right about now. But I'm having better days and that's a start. Jim and I got YMCA memberships and have been going for the past couple of weeks. I can't believe how much I've missed working out. If people wouldn't look at me funny for crying while I was working out I probably would! It's such a great time to reflect and I'm so physically tired that it's harder for me to keep up that emotional front. I feel like it's been a good thing for me (and Jim, too). Now that I've told everyone, you all have to keep me on track! Don't let me slack!
For those close family and friends (especially who knew me before) still reading this site, thank you. I know it must be so hard to come here, but I want you to know how much I appreciate it. Love you all!
P.S. I plan on starting Tyler's scrapbook soon but Morgan and Jessica need to get their butts down here soon so they can help me! <3 you girls ;)