I can have a fantastic day and an extremely sad day all in one...that's amazing to me. I'm really sad right at this moment. I just thought I'd type this quick blog just to say that because it's real. I was happier than a pig in poo earlier today and now I'm just sad. Looking at Tyler's pictures, I mean REALLY looking at them, really makes me sad. I never knew I could love someone in such a way and I'm sad that I can't show him that love everyday. I'm sad that I can't tell him when he's an adult how much I love him. I have so much to be grateful for and so much to look forward to, but that doesn't ease the pain right now. In this moment, I'm terribly sad.
I'm blogging in hopes of reaching out to other parents who have to face the most heartbreaking experience in life.